oNe LaST CHaNCe!!!

Monday May 18th wasn't too bad. I was able to see Emanuel again before he officially left to South Carolina. After school I drove all the way down to the Radisson by L.A.X. It sucked cuz I got a little lost. Stupid google maps, they lie. Lol. All that mattered to me was that I was able to see my baby one more time before he left. And let me tell you, I was sooooo greatful to see him! and when I had to leave and say goodbye, I didn't cry in front of him. I walked away and began to cry, but not that much. When I was driving home he text me and told me "don't cry baby, be strong" That made me smile. I love how he knows just what to say and knows how I feel when I don't show him. He just knows me like that! It's the best feeling in the world. I talked to him that night and recorded our conversation, like I have several times before. I don't want to forget what his voice sounds like. I love you Emanuel!!! Always will!!!