GooD LuCK!!!

Well i know u took ur final exam today... i hope you passed it... i can't ask u how u did cuz you told me that today you wouldn't be able to talk to me... which is fine... i got an e-mail from you today saying you take ur test and then you are one step closer to me... i'm sooo excited... only 17 more days left... that is sooo great!!! you are almost home... time couldn't speed up any faster... i wish you were coming home tomorrow!!! that would be the best!!! but it's okay cuz i know that you and i have come a long way from seeing each other, that when you and i finally see each other it will be sooo great!!! you really brightened up my day yesterday with ur text messages... by telling me how much you love me and that u can't wait until you are home... you really don't know how much that meant to me... i went from having an "eh" day to a hella great day!!! you really know how to make my life sooo much better!!! i love you sooo much for that... i think i needed all that though... like a really cute text message from you... i felt like something was lacking... and after that, i felt a million times complete!!! thank you sooo much for that baby!!! you mean sooo much to me!!! you really do... and i miss you sooo much!!! and i can't wait until i'm in ur arms!!! well i hope u did do very good on ur final exam... i'm sure you did... i'm not even worried about it... i just hope to talk to u tomorrow... i love you baby boy... and i'll write you some more later...

19 MoRe DayS... Sooo CLoSe!!!

Wow baby... i can't wait... you are almost home... hehehe... it's gona be sooo great... well i'm texting you... and you said that u were going to send some clothes home today... i'll be sure to look out for the package... i'm pretty sure i won't have to sign for it... just make sure to get an estimated day of delivery and i will b home at by 3:15 the latest so i'll be able to check it when i get home... that and i could tell my g*ma to be on the look out for a package so she could just bring it in when she picks up martini... but i'm sure the package won't come til after i'm outta school... so u'll be fine... and i'll iron everything that needs to be ironed... lol... baby... ur crazy... u just asked me if i wana skype w/ u... and u haven't told me when... gosh ur silly... hehehe... wut am i going to do with you... well last night was pretty fun... the Geisha House was good... but idk if i'd drive all the way down there just for some food... it would have to be a thing like where i'm in the area all day or something... or if we like went to see a play and then went to a nice dinner... then that would be a time to go... i had sushi... but they have other things there... maybe we can go some time... and the prices aren't too bad... but then again i know u don't like sushi so it would all be up to you and if you woud want to go... cuz if we don't it's not a big deal... BABY!!! we need to go to the arboretum... i've been really wanting to go... and i think wen u come home, it will be perfect weather... maybe we can go the weekend you come home... oh and guess wut... a girl from my class told me that she can dye my hair the blonde that i want... cuz remember how i told you that my hair at the bottom didn't take too well... well she said that she can get it that color and make my hair more healthy... and i'm sooo excited... i start my new module monday... one module down four more to go!!! isn't that awesome!!! i'm a fifth done!!! hehehe... yay!!! i should have my license in May!!! woo!!! i'm excited!!! baby i really can't get over it... you are seriously almost home... i'm just like wow... i can't believe it's actually happening... i'm soooo on cloud 9... well in a few days i will tell you about this site that i have been making for you... i told you... i can surprise you... hehehe... you're so cute... one day you'll get how to fully surprise me... hehehe... though... i have to admit you did get me... at least once or twice... hehehe... i love you baby... you really are the best!!! i love you!!!

SuRPRiiSe... you'Ve GoT MaiiL!!!

so i guess you sent me something via fedex... and i haven't received it... but i'll keep on the look out for it... sorry you couldn't surpise me with this one... but hey... u did surprise me with the clothes!!! but either way... thank you baby for my "surprise" and it still is a surprise cuz i have no clue wut it could possibly be... you literally have me here thinking... like more clothes??? um... a blanket??? um... a doggie tag w/ our names on it??? i'm stumped... really clueless on this one... hehehe... but either way... i know i will love it!!! shoot you were able to pick me out clothes... and you know how picky i can be when it comes to clothing!!! i was like "damn baby got S-T-Y-L-E!!!" hehehe... anyways... i love how you write me over e-mail now... u have to agree... it's sooo much quicker than regular mail (((snail mail)))... hehehe... i love it!!! I LOVE YOU!!! like sooo much, times a million, a whole lotta, more than you could ever imagine!!! hehehe... sorry, but thinking of you makes me get on cloud 9... i get all happy and hyper!!! it's like the best feeling in the world... specially the thought of you coming home... i did get a lil bit jealous cuz rachel gets to see bobby... but i am happy for her... cuz bobby did leave her before u left me... so i guess all in all, it's fair... i'm just hella excited to see you, to feel you, to touch you, to be in ur arms!!! oh how much i have longed for just a simple hug from you, a kiss from you... i really do miss you... but i know we are almost with each other again!!! 23 more days... wow... i could remember how sad i felt when we were 23 days into bct... gosh it seemed like it would never end and that i would never see you again... and now that it's finally here, i think to myself "omg!!! am i really going to be seeing him this soon??? or am i dreaming??? and will i wake up from this dream to find out that it's only been a day since he's been gone???"... it's kinda scarey when you look at it like that, to wake up and realize that it's only been one day, one week, or one month since you've been gone... but i do know that this is reality!!! and i couldn't be happier to know that in 23 more days you and i will see each other... and once again fall in love with each other all over again... like you and i always do from time to time... and i love to write my thoughts, my feelings that i have on this blogging site... it's almost like my diary for you... and you only to read... hehehe... it helps time pass by and it helps me try to explain to you how much i feel for you and all the different ways i feel about you... it's almost like giving my heart a pen and letting it write freely... its such a wonderful feeling... and sorry if i do babble on... but i can't help it... i'm talking about you... you, my favorite subject in the world... i could seriously talk about you all day... if i'm not telling nicki, i'm writting it on here... i love you baby!!! it's as simple as that... or better yet... I CHEESE SANDWICH YOU!!! sooo much!!! with all my heart!!! god only knows how much i love you... and i hope that one day you could really look in my eyes straight to my heart and say "damn this girl really loves me" cuz i really do... one day, if you don't see it now, you will see it... you will feel it... i promise i will always make you fall in love with me... over and over again!!!

25 MoRe DayS!!!

hey baby!!! its another day down... soon you'll be home... omg!!! it's sooo exciting!!! imagine... soon we'll be waking up next to each other every morning... and you and i will have the whole house to ourselves for 3 days!!! that's gona be the best... we can do wut ever we want!!! hehehe... i think you know what were gona do... and wutever else we decide to do will be fun... maybe i'll try and miss a day... hehehe... baby i love you sooo much... and i really can't wait til ur home... i know the time will be soon but yet it still seems sooo far away... just know that i love you and you are always in my heart and on my mind... te amo mucho mi amor...

aNoTHeR B*Day???

yay!!! baby!!! you surprised me yesterday!!! i was like "awww!!! he got me flowers"... i was all jumping up and down w/ a huge smile on my face... hehehe... your the best baby!!! i loved the flowers!!! they are sooo beautiful!!! i wish they could last forever... well yesterday was good... rachel ended up coming over... she gave me my present... she got me the gossip girl game... it's pretty cool... she got me a small red teddy bear... and said "it's to go w/ ur new red room" hahaha... she's tripping... hahaha... and NO IT'S NOT GONA BE RED!!! lol... then she got me pens w/ crowns on them... and she got me some honey that was straight from a bee hive... i was like how cool cuz i love honey... specially in the winter cuz i alway drink hott tea!!! yay!!! but i put up a sign for my mom "don't use" cuz last time, rachel gave me german vodka and i put it in the fridge to keep it cold for a day when i'd really want it... and well... my mom ended up drinking it w/ out asking me... and i was sooo upset... i was licking the bottle to get a taste... cuz it was one of those small bottles only big enough for a shot... i was like "awww... bull shit!!!" hahaha... so this time i made sure to put a note on it... my mom laughed when she saw it... it was really nice to hang out w/ rachel... i did miss her... any ways... baby!!! you are the best!!! you completely surprised me w/ my shirts and skirt from tillys... i was like "omg!!!" i was all yellin... hahaha... i was really excited!!! hehehe!!! te amo baby!!! i swear... you are hundreds of miles away and you still know how to make my day... you do such thoughtful things... and that's one of the many reasons why i love you... you always know how to make me feel like i'm worth a lot!!! i love you sooo much baby.. like you don't even know... and i'm sooo happy that i was finally able to hang two of ur shirts in our closet!!! omg!!! it's really starting to feel like reality, that we are going to be living together!!! yay!!! i'm excited!!! this feels sooo great!!! you don't even know how much i'm admiring the fact that two of your shirts are on your side of the closet!!! i love you baby!!! i will talk to you later... and thank you for singing me happy b*day... and no i didn't record it... i was kidding... but i had to get you worried... lol...

HaPPy B*Day 2 Me!!!

Hey baby!!! thanks for texting me as soon as you got up... it made me smile!!! you made my bday good just cuz you text me and told me happy bday... hehehe... well yesterday was fun... the dodgers lost but it's cool cuz i really did have a good time... you and i sooo have to go to another dodger game... i love going to baseball games... but NO ANGEL GAMES!!! they are my enemy!!! lol... it was funny cuz after the game we went to in n out and we got off on an exit that didn't have an on ramp to get back on to the free way, so we got lost for a good 20 mins trying to get back to the freeway... hahaha... it was sooo funny!!! and then we finally got back to ashleys house and olivia (her friend) left and me and ashley watched tool academy... they started a new one... but it looks kinda dumb cuz they have people that look too much like the people from last season... but oh well... i'm sure it'll be hella funny... cuz it always is... specially last nights show... the guy who got kicked off the show didn't want to leave, and the host that's a dude (who eliminates the guys) told the guy who got kicked out "get the f*** outta here" it was crazy... i was like "wow, he has anger issues" lol... it was funny tho... anywho... back to my bday... hehehe... my mom woke me up this morning and she got me pink roses!!! i was like awww!!! & she got me a "happy birthday" balloon... hehehe... and i got money from her... yay!!! lol... i'm excited!!! then again sad... cuz im an old fart... and then every one kept wakin me up last night... like nicki and rachel text me... and then you text me... (and yes we r going to the fair... yay)... then patrick across the street texted me... and his cuzin adriana (the one in arizona... u know her, but idk if you would remember her unless you saw her) text me... then cece called me (which i don't remember talking to who but my phone said i talked to her for 2 mins) hahaha... and then my mommy wakes me up... hahaha... at least my grandma's being nice and figures i'm sleeping... and my daddy never did call me last night... i'm sad... idk why i feel kinda hurt that he didn't call me to tell me to go over or that he'd see me another day... i think he forgot... i mean, my dad never forgets... he always calls me at the latest, the night before my bday... and every time i go down there, he gets me an ice cream cake from basken robins... i remember last yr, my nephew kept walkin to us and kept trying to steal our cake... hahaha... he's funny... i wish you were here with me tho... but i know you and i will celebrate my bday when you get back... i can't wait... i love you sooo much baby!!! more than you could ever imagine... i'll talk to you later... i can't wait til i hear your voice!!! =)