SuRPRiiSe... you'Ve GoT MaiiL!!!

so i guess you sent me something via fedex... and i haven't received it... but i'll keep on the look out for it... sorry you couldn't surpise me with this one... but hey... u did surprise me with the clothes!!! but either way... thank you baby for my "surprise" and it still is a surprise cuz i have no clue wut it could possibly be... you literally have me here thinking... like more clothes??? um... a blanket??? um... a doggie tag w/ our names on it??? i'm stumped... really clueless on this one... hehehe... but either way... i know i will love it!!! shoot you were able to pick me out clothes... and you know how picky i can be when it comes to clothing!!! i was like "damn baby got S-T-Y-L-E!!!" hehehe... anyways... i love how you write me over e-mail now... u have to agree... it's sooo much quicker than regular mail (((snail mail)))... hehehe... i love it!!! I LOVE YOU!!! like sooo much, times a million, a whole lotta, more than you could ever imagine!!! hehehe... sorry, but thinking of you makes me get on cloud 9... i get all happy and hyper!!! it's like the best feeling in the world... specially the thought of you coming home... i did get a lil bit jealous cuz rachel gets to see bobby... but i am happy for her... cuz bobby did leave her before u left me... so i guess all in all, it's fair... i'm just hella excited to see you, to feel you, to touch you, to be in ur arms!!! oh how much i have longed for just a simple hug from you, a kiss from you... i really do miss you... but i know we are almost with each other again!!! 23 more days... wow... i could remember how sad i felt when we were 23 days into bct... gosh it seemed like it would never end and that i would never see you again... and now that it's finally here, i think to myself "omg!!! am i really going to be seeing him this soon??? or am i dreaming??? and will i wake up from this dream to find out that it's only been a day since he's been gone???"... it's kinda scarey when you look at it like that, to wake up and realize that it's only been one day, one week, or one month since you've been gone... but i do know that this is reality!!! and i couldn't be happier to know that in 23 more days you and i will see each other... and once again fall in love with each other all over again... like you and i always do from time to time... and i love to write my thoughts, my feelings that i have on this blogging site... it's almost like my diary for you... and you only to read... hehehe... it helps time pass by and it helps me try to explain to you how much i feel for you and all the different ways i feel about you... it's almost like giving my heart a pen and letting it write freely... its such a wonderful feeling... and sorry if i do babble on... but i can't help it... i'm talking about you... you, my favorite subject in the world... i could seriously talk about you all day... if i'm not telling nicki, i'm writting it on here... i love you baby!!! it's as simple as that... or better yet... I CHEESE SANDWICH YOU!!! sooo much!!! with all my heart!!! god only knows how much i love you... and i hope that one day you could really look in my eyes straight to my heart and say "damn this girl really loves me" cuz i really do... one day, if you don't see it now, you will see it... you will feel it... i promise i will always make you fall in love with me... over and over again!!!